Frederick™

NDU -Diver's Pledge

2011-05-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

As an elite Frogman of the Navy, I will swim faster, run farther and fight harder from the sea, air, and land, than any other soldier.

Loyalty to unit and country, devotion to duty and personal integrity shall flow in my blood stream. I will always keep myself physically strong, mentally alert and morally upright. My courtesy to superiors, my neatness of dress and care for equipment will be exemplary for all.

I will fearlessly overcome the enemies, because I am better trained. My methods will be aggressive, daring, unorthodox and innovative. I will fight with all my might; raw grit and the will to succeed are my hallmarks in battles.

I fight as a team. I will not shirk from any duty and I will shoulder more than my share of task, whatever it may be. I fight first and blaze the path into battle for others to follow.

Never will I fail my team. I will always remember the sacred trust I have in the lives of the men I accompany into battles. I will never leave a fallen comrade behind. I will press on to accomplish my mission with fortitude though I be the lone survivor.

I am a fighter. Hooya!
NOTHING STANDS IN OUR WAY!

Today was so fun!! I JUST HAD TO BLOG IT!

2011-04-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

You will never believe.... What an unexpected awesomee day i haddd :)
The day started like every normal day, woke up, stare at my homework.. and went back to sleep.
Then my dad went through a stack of DVD and picked one to watch on my ps3.
I was supposed to meet Cynthie and Marina..
But Marina somehow misled Cynthie all over the MTR and she was like late...
I will ask them how on EARTH did she get lost.
Seemed to do with Hong Kong people ignoring them XDD
Had lunch with them at some local thai food restaurant place.. It was disappointing..
Carman arrived to Tin Hau MTR, then i picked her up and went to have lunch.
We walked up a mountain @@ then arrived at the school...
I shall not talk about what i did.
But i shall mention i did use the binoculars and stare at a few girls... XDDD
And i ACTED like a "gay"
BUT MOVING ON...

AMAZING PART was dinner ^^
Italian dinner.
We had Pizza, Risotto, Pasta, Desert.
It was so nice, Cynthie nearly cried.
It was so expensive, Marina forgotten her credit card.
Carman and I had to run all the way from the restaurant to the biggest library in Hong Kong then to Tin Hau MTR station.. Then all the way back to the restaurant.
IT WAS TIRING AND CRAZY.
On the way Carman had an unexpected phone call.. And damn it was so funny XDD
DONT ASK.

HAHA it was a memoriable night... I swear, i will remember tonight like... FOREVER :)

My heart is something I want to rip out of my chest.

2011-03-08T07:05:00.000-08:00

Human emotion... How I wish I had none.
There would be no Love nor Hatred.
Happiness is a temporary effect,
Sadness comes after that.
Being hurt would never be an issue.
Moving on with life would be easier.
Being worried of losing someone,
would never be a burden.

Winds of sorrow would blow,
as tears of blood fall down my cheeks.

Right in front of my eyes,
she walked away.

2011-02-16T06:25:00.000-08:00

Limit of the thousands hands,
respectful hands,
unable to touch the darkness.
Shooting hands unable to reflect the blue sky.
The road that basks in light,
the wind that ignited the embers,
time that gathers when both are together,
there is no need to be hesitant,
obey my orders.
Light bullets,
eight bodies,
nine items,
book of heaven,
diseased treasure,
great wheel,
grey fortress tower.
Aim far away,
scatter brightly and cleanly when fired

2011-02-16T06:24:00.001-08:00

Seeping crest of turbidity.
Arrogant vessel of lunacy!
Boil forth and deny!
Grow numb and flicker!
Disrupt sleep!
Crawling queen of iron!
Eternally self-destructing doll of mud!
Unite! Repulse!
Fill with soil and know your own powerlessness!

Heart

2010-07-05T02:33:00.001-07:00

A lesson without pain is meaningless.
That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return.
But, once you've withstood the pain and overcome it,
you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.

Dying Inside

2010-05-28T21:10:00.001-07:00

Yeah,
They got me Feddup..
This is going out for all my homies in the struggle,
For all my homies that are locked away,
I feel your pain
But don't worry about a thing homie cause better days are waiting, I promise.

I sit and I think about the things Im going through
Im depressed, Im upset, I dont know what to do
Please feel free to take a walk in my shoes
Im not your ordinary rapper I spit nothing but truth

You think you know me but you dont even have a clue
Where Ive been, What Ive done, and What Im gonna do
Ive been there done that to me all this is nothing new
At times I wanna go back but I got too much to loose

Cause this is my second chance homie I cant give up
And besides I cant eat what I already threw up
Im missing all of my homies that I knew from the start
just know that you aint forgotten cause you live in my heart

and I know its been a while since Ive been around
I got everybody trippin cause I cant be found
I tell them Im doing good, Im doing fine
but in reality Im crying and Im dying inside

Im dying inside I dont know what to do anymore
I keep on knocking and knocking but noone opens the door
why do all these things always happen to me?
Ma, am I the black sheep of the family?
was all this just a mistake or was it meant to be
Im going blind everything is getting harder to see
I just dont understand what they want from me
I just wanna get away and go far from reality!

And I ask myself "Who really am I?" as I look in the mirror
cause half of the time I dont even know who I am anymore
its funny, I never thought that this would happen to me
I feel so empty and cold all alone with no family

I got my family attacking me and freinds turning to enemies
I got my own mom telling me Im worthless, Ma please let me breathe
my broken dreams and bad memories are catching up to me
Seriously its getting to the point where I cant sleep

Im tired of always lying to myself that everythings okay
its really getting to me but I gotta keep thinking positive
and through all this I keep it 100% and nothing less
nevertheless I messed up in the past but that was back then

Thinking about my past on what I did or what I could of done
I learned things happen for a reason so I keep remaining strong
somethings were never meant to be so I just keep on moving on
its hard it aint easy but believe me Ima make it through!

Im dying inside I dont know what to do anymore
I keep on knocking and knocking but noone opens the door
why do all these things always happen to me?
Ma, am I the black sheep of the family?
was all this just a mistake or was it meant to be
Im going blind everything is getting harder to see
I just dont understand what they want from me
I just wanna get away and go far from reality!

yea keep your head up
dont let them get you down
remember one thing
through every dark night
theres a bright day after that
word up
peace...

Soundclick.com/Feddup
Myspace.com/FeddupMusic
Twitter.com/FeddupMusic

Sorry

2010-05-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

I have wronged all of you,
and my actions were unbelievable,
i would like to start over with everyone.
I have had a rough childhood and it has affected my behavior,
but there is a certain woman who has inspired me.
I would like everyone to know that even if they forgive me
I will never forget the harm i have done to them.
I can accept the fact if you dont want to forgive me,
but i want you all to know that i am sorry.

Are you scared?

2010-04-17T20:32:00.001-07:00

Are you scared?
He no longer needs you.
There is no one left ot protect you.
You are finished.
you will die here all alone, without anyone to hold on to.
I asked if you are afraid.

I am not scared...
Everyone came here to rescue me
My heart is already...
...with theirs.

How ridiculous.
We already know what awaits both you and your friends.
Their coming here...
will not change the fact that all of you are going to die.
There is no changing that.
By sharing your feelings with your friends before your death,
you humans are able to set yourselves at ease.
It's an instinct that prevents you from falling into a pit of fear and despair.
In reality, it is impossible for people to truly share their feelings.
It's simply a human delusion.

That may be true..
It may be impossible for us to all share the exact same feelings.
But when you both care for each other,
your hearts are able to draw a little closer together.
That's what it means when we say our souls are one.

What is a soul?
Can i see it if i tore open your chest?
Can i see it if i cracked open your head?

Hope. Is never far away.

2010-04-16T04:11:00.000-07:00

We've finally found the new morning
It's hindered by days gone by.
It is not the future that we turned to chase
All we pursued is the past
These relentless memories won't stop ringing in my head
They won't seem to forgive me.
Isn't it about time for these tears of conflict
to brim and fall down my tired cheeks?
I wonder when the rain will stop?
It's been so cold for the longest time
Why does the rain choose to fall on me?
Should i lose myself in it?
The rain does not know how to stop.
It continues to fall as always.
While, in this umbrella you gently held out to me.
I snuggle towards your warmth.

I have only ONE message for you

2010-04-07T06:06:00.001-07:00

You dont know me.
You dont know my life.
You dont know what its like to be me.
You dont know ANYTHING.

Dont come to me, saying that you know what it feels like.

Saying that you have been thru hell.
Saying that your life suck.
Saying that you. Can hunt me.

We are. Professionals.
We have. Rules.
We love. Games.

No matter what aruguments we have,
if someone tries to break us.
We will stand united.

One for all,
All for one.

If you think. For one second.
That you can hunt me down, like a simple prey in the woods.
Then I got ONE message for you.
You are WRONG.

In our world.
There is a rule.
Only the strongest can survive.
To survive, its kill. Or be killed.
Those who are weak, will be left behind.

That is what makes us.
The BEST OF The BEST.

I dont know who hired you. But i do know one thing.
Mess with me any further.
And i will show you my true nature.

If you want to continue. With this childish game of yours.
Then lets up the ante.

Declare a war on me.

You mess with me, you mess with the team.

Now. Do we have an understanding?
Or do you want me to show you how its done.

Its your choice.
Take your time to decide. I have all the time in the world.

2010-03-08T20:10:00.001-08:00

Having your flesh cut and bones severed and left alone in the cold...
Have you experienced that before?
Tremble!
Bow down to your fear!

I pray for forgiveness, for the sinner.

I'm only doing my job.
There is no next time.
You are not qualified to live if you cannot save yourself.
If you want to see tomorrow, save yourself.

Only me, All alone.

2010-02-24T07:10:00.001-08:00

In my life of perfidy and violence,
only your promise to me acted as my support.

Those words alone gave me warmth.

I was drawn into that warmth and came this far.

What I truly desire slipped out of these hands.

Quite sad, eh? Feel free to laugh at me.

Only me, All alone.

That little boy from the past no longer exist.

2010-02-23T02:51:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time,
a boy posed a question to the queen of all demons.
You always stare down at the world so sadly.
Why arent you happy?

The queen replied:
If you promise to grant my wish, then I will show you a happier face.
But if you break the promise...
I will feast upon your flesh.
Even so, will you make the promise?

"I will" said the young boy firmly.

Then I will tell you my wish...

The boy was determined to open the Queen's hiddn door.
What he saw there was...

I couldn't believe in you, or even in myself.
But you always fought hard alone.

I don't need your pity!
I want to take you. I want to make you my possession.
That is my weakness.
My strong desire of the past!
I understand.
I understand now.
We can no longer return to the way things were.
If we can no longer return...
then let everything be destroyed!
Everyone.. everyone has changed,
abandoning me, who remains the same.
I should have known...

2010-02-11T21:53:00.000-08:00

This is our special place and it's yours too.
I want to know your answer.
I wanted to curse love before,
But now I can try.

Loneliness cleaned the wind.

Feelings.Everything was taken

The answer is there, you just have to find it

Call me. I will understand you

With you is always my love

That's the answer.

For You.

I saw you in the sunlight

I didn't believe what I saw in You

Something that is very important, i bet.

You have feelings and sleep,
but you don't listen,
so please..
Don't enclose your self

50 dumb things but will make you go hmm. lol?

2010-01-21T22:58:00.000-08:00

1. If electricity comes from electrons, does morality comes from morons?
2. Can you get cornered in a small room?
3. Why do we even wash behind our ears? No one looks there!
4. Why is it illegal to park in a handicapped parking lot yet it's ok to use a handicapped toilet?
5. Why do we use the phrase "It's colder than hell outside." when hell is a lake of burning sulfur?
6. Why are women scared of mice, yet they love Mickey Mouse?
7. Why don't they make the sticky stuff on envelopes taste like chocolate?
8. Why is it that when things get wet they get darker, even though water is clear?
9. Can mute people burp?
10. Why is it that you play at a recital, yet recite at a play?
11. If a fork was made of gold would it be still called silverware?
12. If heat rises, then why is the ground warmer than the stratosphere?
13. If all beans are vegetables, and chocolate comes from cocoa beans, so chocolate must be a vegetable!
14. Why is the toilet bowl cleaning liquid only blue in colour?
15. Why do we go "back and forth" when actually we must go forth before going back?
16. Why does shaped macaroni taste better than the straight ones?
17. Why is vanilla ice-cream white when vanilla extract is brown?
18. Why can't you tan your palms?
19. Why do companies offer you free gifts? The point of a gift is that it's free to begin with.
20. If something 'goes without saying', then why say it?
21. If bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round?
22. Why is it that hot dog buns come in packets of 10, but hot dogs only come in packets of 8?
23. Why is it the Twelve Days of Christmas when effectively, there's only one?
24. If you die and have a broken leg, do they take the cast off?
25. Why is "number" abbreviated as "no." when there is obviously no 'o' is the word 'number'?
26. Why do they call small candy bars "Fun Sizes"? After all, it's more fun to eat a big one.
27. Who gets to keep the money from a wishing well?
28. If you went back in time and killed all your ancestors, would you disappear on the spot?
29. If money does not grow on trees then why do banks have branches?
30. How important a person got to be before his "murder" gets upgraded to an "assassination"?
31. Just what is the "Baby On Board" sign for? Will it help us decide which car not to hit when an accident happens?
32. If all the Acme stuff keeps failing, then why does Wily Coyote keep buying and using their products?
33. Why is it when we laugh in school, the teacher would then ask us "Do you find something funny?" Obviously!
34. Why do you have to put two cents in, yet it's a penny for your thoughts? Where did the other penny go?
35. Since there is a rule that states 'i' before 'e' except after 'c', then SCIENCE is spelt wrongly!
36. If the handicapped bathrooms are for people who can't walk, why place them at the end of the walkway, after all the normal stalls?
37. Do stuttering people stutter when they are thinking to themselves?
38. Why is it when we duck they call us chicken?
39. Why do people say 'I work like a dog' when most dogs sit around all day doing nothing constructive?
40. When you see the weather report and it says 'Partly cloudy' and on the next day 'Partly sunny', what is the difference?
41. Why do fat people say they want to get in shape? Round is a shape.
42. Why did the Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?
43. Why do the advertisements show you that their detergent can remove bloodstains? I mean, if you have a T-shirt covered in blood, washing the stains off is not your biggest problem.
44. People hang deer heads on their wall because they say the deer was beautiful. You don't see me hanging people's heads on the wall just because they are beautiful/handsome.
45. Regular naps prevent old age, especially if you take them while driving.
46. Do you realise that no one ever says "It's just a game" when they are winning?
47. Why don't you ever see the headlines "Psychic Won Lottery"?
48. Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?
49. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport a terminal?
50. Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck and cramped together?

You are right.

2010-01-11T19:18:00.001-08:00

You are right.
Hatred and sadness remain in my heart.

As time passes, the pain eases.
But i dont want time to heal me.
Even if we want to flee from the pain and forget everything,
what awaits us is obstruction,
slowing us from moving forward.

Ah, i see.
I hate lies so much, yet i lied to myself.

Funeral rite is only a tool.
the power to send away the lost,
doesn't involve bones and funeral ceremony.

Another Fraction

2010-01-10T16:24:00.000-08:00

As the madam was trying to kill me,
there was hesitation in her eyes.
She was not able to kill me,
a relative.
That's what I thought.
If you hesitate for even a moment,
it can be fatal.
just like in chess.
She lost her next move through hesitation.
That's all there was to it.
That's why I will not hesitate.

That's how it has to be!
you should use your pawns in the best way possible
and keep struggling to live on,
Using the madam, myself, and all the other pawns within your reach.
Even if the empty shells of pawns
pile up beneath the throne,
once the king is gone,
the game is over.

I will not stop moving forward.
I will not regret a single step i have taken.
That's why i order you:
Do not betray me,
and do not leave my side!
No matter what!

Yes, my lord.
If you wish, i will follow you
no matter where you go.
Even if the throne crumbles and the brillian crown rusts,
Even if the empty shells of pawns pile up
and we rest upon their decaying bodies,
I will lie beside your small form.
And until the last bell tolls,
until that time...

Monsters dont have birthdays

2010-01-09T19:19:00.000-08:00

From that day,
my birthday,
my life changed.
I would never again have a happy birthday.
Nonetheless...

Nothing good ever seems to happen on your birthday,
does it?
YOu lose your mansion, your parents,
everything.
and this time, will you lose your lady?

You?!
Take it back, Sebastian.

Take what back?

The silly words you just said.

Young master, you said you're to take care of a small matter,
didn't you?
Is that small matter to overlook your tragic past?
and submerge in the gladness of shame?
Haven't you said it before?
That body,
that ring,
are things returned after havin benn destroyed?
Now you're not afraid of having anything being broken.

That's right. Don't repeat my words.

For that reason...

2009-12-26T18:59:00.000-08:00

If you're ever lonely
if you're ever feeling down,
just call me.
I'll go to your side.
Tell me all your worries.
If you're alone,
You'll forget how to laugh,
because a smile is something that
you should exchange with someone.
Look, from the classroom windows,
the future that you can see.
is spreading out before you.
beneath the rays of the sun
Smile with happiness,
being happy surely starts with a smile.
If only a little,
i wish to give you a smile.
So that you can,
Raise your head high and start walking.

2009-12-23T20:13:00.000-08:00

As joy dances away,
spring becomes the wings of my tears.
They turn into fluttering flower petals,
meant only for you.
Whenever you feel the wind ceases,
I am with you.
Protecting you,
as you live and breathe.
Its more important than any sadness and loneliness.
If we are reborn someday, we shall meet beneath the blossoming trees.
And when we do meet, I swear we'll smile and laugh foreva.
I'll protect my memories of I loved and was loved.
My gaze won't falter,
and i'll wish every day from the bottom of my heart,
that we'll
will be together again.

The night sky is so beautiful

2009-12-22T22:11:00.000-08:00

Even if we part and meet again,
I want to meet at this place.
Then we'll hold hands to ensure we'll never be separated again.
We used to talk until the sun rose,
and held hands till the sun went under the horizon.
Let's walk together like this forever,
like light and shadow.
I stand in the city,
staring off into space with lonely eyes.
I can't find warmth on my own.
By meeting you, i realized
how much strength love could give me.
I can't sleep by myself,
cause' i cant dream without you
so take me to a place that uncertainty can't reach us.
and let us bring light to the night sky with no stars.
So as long as you are with me,
i can go to worlds ends.
Even if its a path i can't walk on my own,
if you're by my side,
i can walk it while humming a tune.
If we're together, the world is mine.

2009-12-13T16:39:00.000-08:00

Got a new laptop last night.
Samsung
haha its white! will take pics next time.
English class now...
the school wifi block facebook...
any suggestions on how to get into facebook???
i cant think of any.

Quiz!!

2009-11-17T05:46:00.001-08:00

GUESS AN OBJECT!

1. A box without hinges, key or lid.
Yet golden treasure inside is hid.

2. Alive without breath,
As cold as death;
never thirsty, ever drinking
all in mail. never clinking.

3. This think all things devours
birds, beasts, trees, flowers;
Graws iron, bites steel;
grinds hard stones to meal;
slays king, ruins town
and beat high mountain down.

4. It cannot be seen, cannot be felt
cannot be heard, cannot be smelt
it lies behind stars and under hills,
and empty holes it fills
it comes first and follows after,
ends life, kills laughter.

This is my 100th post!! in blogger

2009-11-16T17:10:00.001-08:00

Yep!! 100th post!! its like been ages since i last blogged.
those past post were poems. just some stuff i thought of when i have that extra time on my hands.
I am now in Liberal Studies. We are having an assessment.
I FINISHED EARLYY!! and the teacher allowed me to do my own stuff so i turned on my computer and went on blogger.
Going to Fang's blog later. been ages again since i went there.
Last week was a bummer.
Did like a ton of homework.
Its assessment week so yeah lotsa essay to write.
I wrote like 2000 word music essay, dt specification and material research
and last night i spent a few hours writing that damn english essay
guess what
I HATE THAT ESSAY
we are supposed to link Journey to the West to archtypes and other stuff
ohh and link everything to china!
i was like wtf!!
i think i still have the soft copy of those essay so yeah post em later.
Those who have the time to read it, thanks.
Those who think its a waste of time to even look at it, just skip it then.
I dont really mind.
so i am waiting for the rest of the class to finish thier essay now.
its really good when an international school allows you to use a computer to write essays in class.
and free internet.
i call it wifi.
ya i know you will think wth!
you read it as WHY FLY (wifi)
but i call it wifi (wee fee)
yeah i know not funny.
i think i will blog another time, another day
right now i need to start on my personal project!!

Dont make such a scary expression.

2009-09-25T20:57:00.000-07:00

What are you saying?
No one will believe such lies!

The people of the world dont care whether those are lies.
People only believe what they want to believe in.
If people are willing to believe,
lies will become truth.
In addition,
it's easy to make people believe.
That's right, this is very common.

...
Indeed, people will believe others.
But that's because the're willing to believe!
Humans are beautiful creatures.
There shouldn't be bad guys.
I always wanted to believe that.

You're a princess indeed.
Everything that you say leaves people in awe.
You probable have not experience
the betrayal of the things you believe in.

No, I haven't

Thanks for your honesty.
But your words are ineffective against me.

Open your eyes.

2009-09-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

I believe there are many things
in this world that people haven't seen yet.
Well...
If you really want to see something,
there's nothing you cant's see.
You can't see it because you're closing your eyes on purpose.
Because if you use your eyes to see it,
it'll be painful and sad.
That's why they're closed in the first place.

Let it go.

2009-09-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

You're a victim whose past was taken away by war.
And she's a defeated person who lost her past in a power struggle.
Soldiers who're born within destruction take hatred as their weapon.
Even though you and her became soldiers for the same reason,
you both live differently.
Listen, my beloved one.
You cannot counter hatred with hatred...
ever...
Even if you use that power to erase your opponents,
the amount of your hatred will not decrease.
you are...
you are different from us.

We are nothing to begin with.

2009-09-17T03:47:00.001-07:00

No one can live on their own.
But if people only hurt each other,
what's the point in living?
Having frightening powers,
and fighting for the sake of it.
I am a phantom.

Where the whispering sunlight falls behind the trees.

2009-09-10T04:15:00.001-07:00

This is really strange.
Just a few years ago, we didnt even know what the others of us looked like.
But now we all spend time together like its a matter of fact...
Watching the sunset together, and say things like, "isnt this beautiful?"
Thinking about stuff like that..
But still..
The sunset i see as i stand next to you..
is so beautiful that it aches my heart.
So beautiful...
As we carry on like that, a new day is approaching.

I had a good time.

2009-08-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

Unknowingly, i lost sight of what i should have seen.
Wearing rose-tinted glasses, i stubbornly believed in my own answer.
Life is a mere dream, a fleeting shadow on a cloudy day.

2009-08-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

Ah il mio bene ammutolisce,

Ah, my love has left quietly

non odo

i can hear his voice no more.

Ma, lo posso pensare al l'aura molle come la sua aura

But, i can still feel her aura among the winds.

a quest'afflitto core,

For this sad heart

ristoro pur dera

restore it to pureness

El'ira clamate degl'astri dolore

and calm the anger of the sorrowful stars

a giorni felici ritorna il pensier

The thought of returning of happy days

oh, gioia bramate di tenero affetto

oh, i wish for the joy of tender affection

gia sento nel petto il potere arcano

there's a mysterious feeling in my heart

2009-08-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

La luna misteriosa

Oh, mysterious moon...

se a te giunge lamio preghiera

if my prayer reachers you...

clementi luci volgi i tuoi aguardi sopra...

Benevolent lights, kindly gaurd over me.

Il raggio dorato ingemma ogni albero

The golden rays shine on all of nature

porta le stelle nel cielo

invite the stars of the sky

Bella luna che adoro

Beautiful moon, how i adore you

creo speranza della gioia di piu dal conforto gentile

comfortable and kind feelings go to my heart

versato su questo mio sen

bliss and hope is created from within

la pace nel cuore...

there is peace in my mind...

fra le nubi dorate

among the golden clouds

cuore... fra le nubi dorate

my heart... among the golden clouds

gentile versata su questo mio sen

kindly pour on this peacefulness of mine.

la pacfe nel cuore

back in the comfort of my heart.

pra le nubi dorate

within the decorated clouds.

cuore... pra le nuvi dorate

a heart... within the decorated clouds.

2009-08-23T06:29:00.000-07:00

I picture myself.
Becoming a bird,
flying through the wind.
If i look down from the sky,
what kind of place will i find?
What falls from my fingertips,
are droplets of loneliness.
At the most beautiful place in the world,
You are always waiting for me.
Trapping the sound of light,
I wish to listen to it with you someday.

2009-08-19T20:20:00.000-07:00

Through the stars, courage and memories.
Im looking for your footprints
I pray you rest peacefully for all eternity.
This is the middle of the dream.
With wings that cant fly,
I run up the hill.
When i stray from the path,
i close my eyes and keep going.

2009-08-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

Poets say love cant be bought with money.
Preachers say there are things more important than money.
So even though we work so hard just to earn money,
how can we obtain something so much more important than that?

Obviously we would consider something wich took great effort to obtain to be precious.
But there are times when those precious things enter our lives unexpectedly simply.
And though you didnt even realize it,
youve been protecting your princess.
Being a knight isnt just about physical power.

2009-08-13T03:54:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time in a village,
an abundance of wheat would ripen and sway in the wind,
and a wolf could be seen running through it.
Wheat that fell due to the wind would be trampled on by the wolf.
When the crop was poor, the wolf would then eat it.
There was nothing in the beginning.
There was only warmth.
And then, a promise was made.

Meetings and partings continued.
Eventually humans gained wealth using their own power.
There was probably no need to keep the promise faithfully anymore.

They wake up at dawn.
Plow the fields in the afternoon.
Welcome the new buds in spring.
Enjoy the growth in summer.
Celebrate the harvest in autumn.
And wait for the spring in the winter.

The one who must be forgiven drown in darkness... The one who loves him is filled with tears...

2009-08-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

Its dark. So Dark...
Hatred and fear rule this realm...
Along with hunger and thirst.
Everything is filled with such deep sorrow.
These are Wars.

I knew that you'd come.
A single ray of light has found its way back
amidst the in-escapable darkness.
This is the only time i've experienced this.
It isn't because i'm seeing a god.
It's because I heard that dear child's voice.

Why... Why you...

I couldn't forgive those criminals for thaking advantage of sanctuary.
If criminals who committed murder can find salvation,
while those who lost their loved ones find none,
just what is true justice?
All of their sins and suffering reside inside of me now.
They shall repent by returning to nothingness with me.

Your justice is flawed.
Justice without love isn't true justice.
Those who lack forgivness are no different from the darkness.
That's why you're so conflicted.

Why do people die after all three of their dreams come true?
Because we promised the Chief of Heaven that we could devote our lives to them.

Just when our dreams finally come true-!
It's not very fair.

Our dearest dreams are the only things in this world
that can make our souls shine bright and beautiful.
That light shines as a beacon for the messengers of Heaven,
so that they can take our souls back to God.

What are your three wishes?
Will you die someday?

That's the reason...
You and the time I spend together with you is so precious.

People can't stay in the same place forever.
Our souls lead us on a journey...
to the other side.

Your last wish has come true...

August Rain

2009-08-03T00:34:00.000-07:00

Never ending light
that is bright.
Brightly shining tomorrow.
My hear is missing the village in secret.
even if my eyes are shedding tears,
the sky is still deep blue.
Mo matter what happens to the world.
Believe and walk down your road.

A story of a young boy.

2009-07-30T01:01:00.000-07:00

I dont believe in anything
his blue eyes hid that strong yet sad belief.
'Those who walk with me shall sing of my glory for all eternity.'
He thought. Who does he think he is?
He's God.

It looks like you need to learn more about God, she said.

Just because he had to make some messed up rule
about people dying after their three wishes come true,
all of my friends died.
"ill never believe in a God like that" he said.

You must follow God's will if youre going to use God's powers.

He said this.
Its not God's power. Its my power.
Besides, my god is already dead.
Prayers are worthless if they cant bring about miracles.

But she knew.
At night he would sneak to the large sanctuary.
He cried.
He hated Verloren for posing as a threat to peoples dreams.
That hatred and the sadness at having lost his friends were locked deep within his tiny chest.
He even forbade himself to seek salvation under God.
He endured everything all on his own.

After exterminating, i feel a little lighter... in my heart.

Seeking salvation?

NO!
I just...
exterminating them while hoping that the person will find happiness this time...

Thats a prayer. she said.
Now come, my child.

Why dont you leave me be! He asked.
No ones going to come get me.
We said we were friends!
So why did they leave me behind in this world?
Really... i wanted to fight with them until the end.
I wanted them to take me with them.

He didnt wish for a miracle.
All he wanted was freedom.

Theres a prayer used to save the beautiful souls that have scattered across this vast sky.
'Ill stay by your side forever.'

2009-07-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

Those sorrowful eyes
reflected the blue skies.
i didnt understand what you said
i was just counting the stars
the lonely world,
i thought i got used to it
thinking back on those days
ive always looked for only you
if i can still be forgiven today
my thoughts will only belong to you
if its possible
i dont want to forget this sorrow
thats all
theres nothing else
this is my only wish

30th July

2009-07-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

Gleaming stars light the overlasting.
uncertain world, as if forgiving all of it.
If you tie together many hopes,
the fulfilling day will come.
Reach to the far sky and imagine
the bond to tomorrow.
'I believe' the unfaltering light rooted in my palms
is the sign of my hopes.
Ill pray forever

Valkyria

2009-07-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

Once apon a time,
the land was fertile,
and people all lived in satisfaction.
However, a greedy one took all the fruits, seeds and livestocks
for oneself and people cried in hunger.
Hearing their voices, a courageous one came forth,
and with the spear clad in blue flames,
pierced the heart of the greedy one.
The land became fertile once more.
The greedy one was Darc, and the courageous one was a Valkyria.

Stick your chin up.

2009-07-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

I realize that its not an easy time for you.
But please realize something.
For whateva reason.
You have been chosen to take the 1st step,
into this new world.
To lead to way.
To be the big enough hope for those yet to come.
This is not only a big responsibility,
it is an honour.

This is me. This is for you.

2009-07-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

Let it all out.
You dont have to act strong.
No one understands what its like being yourself,
in the middle of a long road
losing things, picking things up.
Theres days when you suddenly become lonely and cry.
Those tears and pains, lets change them into stars.
Lets make a light to brighten tomorrow.
Lets hold up our small hands and make it together.
Lets seek an eternity where the stardust shines brightly.
Goodbye might come someday
but even so, the seasons come around and around.
Even if we hesitate a little, we still walk.
I will walk with you.
Let that be the only thing that doesnt change.

This is whats behind the mask.

2009-07-13T01:28:00.000-07:00

I hate this place.
Its full of memories i wish to forget.
Everyday, I go to school.
Discuss useless things with friends,
then returning home, which i dont want to spend a moment at.
Everyday passes like that.
I wonder when will there be a change of pace.
Will that day that changes everything ever arrive?
Today, is another day not mentionable.
There arent any goals nor anything that i can be fully excited of.
Another day, without achieving anything.

Together?

2009-05-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

Lol its just a hunch
wont reveal the names
haha
i dont think anyone would see this anyway

Rain~ Rate me!! from 1 to 10

2009-05-21T03:55:00.000-07:00

It rained heavily today.
so i am gna share a little something with you.

I am scared when there is a storm.
Not because its loud.
But because of what i think of it.

Rain, to me, means that the sky is crying.
Thunder means the sky's anger.
Lightning means its power.

Thunder roars.
Lightning strikes.
Each time it rains human hide from it.
Shoud this happen?
Taking umbrella and point it at the sky?
Point it at heaven?

Crying never last foreva.
That why rain will stop.
Everyone will feel better after crying.
Thats why the rainbow comes after rain.
Humans stop hiding.
Everyone looks up to the sky.
As if there is hope.
But forgets that the sky will cry again.
Everythin repeats itself.
Leavin the sky only one alone.
Griefing alone.

Looking at the loney sky. Bad feeling came alive. (Valerie)
nice one Val try harder. i am sure you can write!

H1N1

2009-05-01T17:39:00.000-07:00

Hong Kong has initiated the highest level of precaution to counter this new virus
H1N1
Is Hong Kong a Yellow Zone??
i dont know
I hope that it would not spread in the next 24 hours.

My work for 3 days.

2009-04-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

It is amazing how much i can write when i am feeling moody...
Here goes.

My tears quietly tell me
that something is coming to an end.
I look up and see the blue sky peeping thru the clouds.
i'm sure there is no such thing as everlasting rain.
I gently wiped away the water dripping over my eyes.
Suddenly i realized the rain had stopped
and silence fell over me.
Like it was trying to tell me something.
When that arched rainbow appeared.
The smell of wet asphalt after the rain relaxes me.
My frayed heart is finally able to dance for joy.
I dance in the puddles, beneath that rainbow.
I take a step forward with my sneakers still drenched.
Someday the sadness will fade away.
After crying for a day and night,
I saw the light that dyes my soul seven rainbow colours.
In the depth of my injured soul, rests a glimmering rainbow.
... Thats right... Everything will start here.
Someday, there will be clear skies.
Someday, the pain you feel now, will be nothing but a nostalgic memory.
Its ok to cry until that time comes.
This is how you make it thru a long life.
Its ok to stop sometimes, while you wash everything with tears.
Ive thought so many times, that i cant take it anymore.
Ive thought of giving up, but instead of blaming others for my blunders,
as i go around giving excuses, I should tackle things my own way.
Even if i am a bit clumsy at it.
When i was down, i looked into the sky.
I saw a 7-coloured-light that shine the path to tomorrow.
Everyone has to bear their own burdens.
I bet this is our personal trials.
Hold firm and endure those sleepless nights.
Endure all those tough times.
Its these hard times that will make you strong.
The light peeking out from between the clouds that engulf everything.
I feel as though im being saved from this monochrome world.
As it silently dyes me 7-different-rainbow colours.

Those whom read it all well done. Those who thinks that i can skip the long part and read this. I got something to tell you. Dont ever come back.
I am now giving you a chance to read it.
Please! those whom read it RATE ME!
Fyi to the 5 whom i requested to read this before and after i published this post.
Thank you. you are my most trusted friends i can ever have.

Happy?

2009-04-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

yeah kinda..
haha
fer the past few days i was stayin in school after school
imagine this
Monday- Halfday
Monday we had to record chinese vid
I headed home but halfway went back to Hang Hou to pick up Katy cuz i am bored.
I know i am stupid but you cant blame me.
Blame my dna! LOL
Tuesday- Nth special
stay in sch fer fun. no one noticed me~~
Wednesday- Halfday
Ehh i stay for fun also..
Was with Katy after english
then went to Juniper house room
noticed that she didnt return Rex water bottle
Then i became the buckler for her and did all her 'chores'
Spent the rest of the time in the music room with band.
went home with Katy
it was lol lol and lol
she is on a diet.. Dont want my cookies wahahaha

I spy with my little eye... D00r! and we laughed.
Lame right?? i kno...

Random post

2009-04-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

so i have not updated in a long time...
cant blame me!
no readers lol!
i broke my ipod..AGAIN!
i bought a psp slim then sold it for profit.
then dad bought a psp fat...
now i am hiding it with me! LOL! smart eh?
Having mixed feelings now T.T
what should i do??
Gna hear Val singing this Monday cant wait XD
Gj to choir for getting silver!!
Get gold next time and gold wth honours nxt nxt time!
GTG
Peace!

My work for the past 2 days

2009-04-26T03:30:00.001-07:00

The power you believe in, which can be obtained from years of work.
This is the limits of it.
Mankind are weak, they do not possess any fangs nor claws, capable of only crying.
But why were they able to make this world their own?
It’s because... Out of all creatures... Human are the most cruel!
Am I wrong?
Desiring for higher grounds than other creatures, mankind left animals behind and evolved.
That power that made it happen...
Is definitely...
NOT LOVE!!!
----------------------------------------
My friend. I can still fight. All those things that make you sad, that makes you regret, they don’t matter. If you can’t hold yourself back anymore. All the sadness, everything, I’ll take it all in for you.
----------------------------------------
You’re wrong. That’s not what I meant. You have to keep on living.
That’s, that’s why you have to say good bye.
You haven’t said anything have you?
You haven’t said... How you feel.
You’ve got to tell him right?
----------------------------------------
Don’t go around pushing your twisted way of thinking on people!
People, the feeling of loving someone, the very heart of that emotion, there is no way that they all just turn into darkness!
Guys like you are just… WORTHLESS FILTH!

My work for you.

2009-04-23T06:44:00.001-07:00

Just as the flowers dance, swayed by the wind, and the earth is appeased by the rain, this world lives by being close together, and yet why do people wound each other? Why do separations happen? Even if you were to go far away, always, in the centre of my heart, I would be filled to the brim by that gentle smile of yours. Even if this fragment of yours that I hold were to painfully hurt me. It still connects us.

I love you. I trust you.

Be it light or darkness, we will be able to trust each other

Please, share your loneliness with me

Friends on school bus

2009-03-17T18:48:00.000-07:00

Thats my good looking friend
wnat his number?

Before sex

After sex
LOL!!

That is BIG HEAD
Its just pictures haha

What i do in school

2009-03-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

Ehh long time no post lerhs..
I bet no one read.
ANYWAYS!!
learnt how to tie a tie!! SO HAPPY!!
sia la here winter and then need tie a tie then thats school uniform..
damn stupid larr wearing a suit everyday to school.
AT least its better than wearin a ang bao to school everyday. so i think its an improvement.
uhh i have new friends.

Thats Tsubasa.. HE IS 11 DAYS OLDER THAN ME!! wtf..

Thats Vittorio and Kenny behind..

Thats me fooling around

kk bye lerhs needa do essay

恭喜發財

2009-01-26T05:27:00.000-08:00

恭喜發財 everyone!!!
now where is my money or rather red packet!!
its i think my second time celebratin chinese new year in Hong Kong..
Started the day by wakin up late,
dragged my feet... took the bus blablabla
visit aunt and had steamboat.
pics at facebook soon or here..
cant make up my mind
anyways
wishin all of you happy chinese new year

Another post another day

2009-01-20T02:22:00.000-08:00

S12523 <-- My student id number lol
just got it tadae XD

Anyways 2dae is the same like almost all the days! wahahaha
oh CHINESE NEW YEAR celebration is on Friday and guess what FREE DRESSING CODE
aka NO SCHOOL UNIFORM kewl kewl!!
note to self: TAKE TONS OF FUNNY PICS
think illa ask dad ta lend me his cam.. poor sia i cant buy 1 fer meself..
Must rely on my stinky old stupid laggy N73. dammit..
Leo is really stupid but he is 16 wtf
Tsubasa has chloe.. Dang bro' what abt me?!
Victorrio is a boy (i was like wtf when i heard that name)
And Red Cliff 2 sucked
Chloe bdae is on 24th Jan and i am not invited.
THANKYOU VERY MUCH?!
Watch tons of Rowan Antikson
Will post them later
what else??

CHINESE TEST TOMO!!!
SHIT 3 QUESTION AND I NVR STD
i think i will drop to chinese lang B but heck with that

ALL LOL hahaha

WUZzAt

2009-01-10T21:13:00.000-08:00

i am like freaking bored.
i mean like what the hell!!
sigh...
writin my schedule
gotta study hard~~ cant lose out..
shit..
the chinese book i never read sia
tang shan da di zhen
damn
gt test

My birthday

2009-01-05T01:27:00.000-08:00

its my birthday
same old, same old..
nth to blog about
but happy bdae to me
although i am not too happy abt it

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-12-31T08:21:00.000-08:00

its goodbye 2008 and hello 2009!
anyways a new year, a new start!
its my 1st hour motto or even the 1st 5 days
jan 5th is school reopenin
and my homework is a disaster!
dont wanna talk about it..
anyways
新年快樂
HAPPY NEW YEAR
guess i am quite lucky that nobody visit my blog haha
anyways
my wish is a secret
dont wanna jinx it until it come true!

~~~~~~~~~~

to those whom are workin
bankers: live on its not over yet
others: Keep up the good work you might even get a raise!
business: economy is bad dont worry
Obama: you better fufil what you said people didnt vote cuz of yer speech.

Study-
Gd luk fer 'o' nxt year (93 peepz)
dont regret yer results (92 peepz)
gd luk on hw (css peepz)

Movie

2008-12-30T05:29:00.000-08:00

Watched YESMAN with Krystle.
This movie is great!! its a must watch haha
i laughed like so damn loud.
she too.
i can never forget what you gave me
a nickname,
peace within me,
introduce me to jesus,
party that i can never forget.
you were my best friend ever
but so far apart.
~~~~~~~~~~~~

God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.
(Psalm 46.1)

Best age

2008-12-29T00:28:00.000-08:00

The perfect age to be would be 19. (if no NS)
19 really means you are still really a kid
but you are old enough to drive and still not be a totally responsible adult.
Best of all, being 19 means that if you are nto the person you'd hope to be, there's still time to change!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Merry Christmas!! i know its quite late but hey where is the spirit!

lol dont even know why the made this movie/song

Jim carrey is great

will blog tomo i hope

* mom is naggin me to finish my homework lol
to mom- SHUT UP PLEASE
if my christmas and bdae present is you to stop nagging i accept it!

Dreadful day

2008-12-27T11:09:00.000-08:00

Decode by paramore

2008-12-27T10:42:00.001-08:00

Thats Decode

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind, I cant win you're losing fight all the time. Now can I ever own what's mine?
You're always taking sides but you won't take away my pride, not this time. No not this time.

How did we get here? I used to know you so well.
How did we get here? I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes and its boiling in my blood, just hanging on your tongue... but you think that I can't see what kind of man that you are, if you're a man at all. Well, I will figure this one out on my own

I'm screaming I love you so
(On my own)
But my thoughts you can't decode

How did we get here? I used to know you so well
How did we get here? I think I know

Do you see what we've done? Gone and made such fools of ourselves.

How did we get here? I used to know you so well
How did we get here? Why won't you show yourself?
I think I know

Oh there is something I see in you
It could kill me but I want it to be true.

Join my 'Group' if you like Paramore!!
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Robin williams

2008-12-22T20:48:00.000-08:00

omg i love him!! (not in the brokeback kind of way)
i mean just c him perform!!

AND THIS!!

LOL

faque!!

note to self

2008-12-18T17:14:00.000-08:00

Holiday Homework

English Language A
-lotus diagram (shit)
-poem draft (done)
-poem final (done)
-remember poem (wtf 177 words)

Chinese Language A (higher chinese)

-mindmap (dun wanna do leh)
-xiao shuo(1500 words) (damn you ms chen)
-gong zuo zhi (in the mist of it)

IH

-Finish Cultural Revolution wksheet

Music

-Finalize the Jig (done)

D&T

-do evaluation
-Soulder the rest of the pcp

Science extended class

-write why different group's concrete beam can take different amount of weight

007

2008-11-08T06:48:00.000-08:00

Its a great movie! watch it!
anyways bye

007

2008-11-06T08:23:00.000-08:00

Just came back frm the movies...
i will post the tic when my other comp is ready!
BYE!

You better believe CHANGE

2008-11-04T18:29:00.000-08:00

OBama FTW

Blogskin

2008-10-31T06:31:00.001-07:00

IS IT ME OR THIS BLOGSKIN ROCKS!
My programme does not work with this blogskin so wtf lorr nvm i will find a way to end this stupid thing.. anyways enjoy reading my once again alive fer some time blog.

BBQ Song

2008-10-31T03:41:00.000-07:00

This week FAV!

Its been a long time

2008-10-26T21:46:00.000-07:00

so the past few post was just a copy and paste..
Seriously i hate blogging BUT i will blog when i feel like..
My blogskin reminds me of sum1 else blog but who??
ANy1 whom remem plz tell me! i wanna kno.. ltr tat person scold me of nt having an original blog skin.. as you all know i hate sharing blogskin or having anything that other peepz have! it stinks.. Anyways i just watched fred flintstone! its funny! go watch it.
oh and i am leaving this saturday! Will miss some you and wont miss some of you..

SO HERE IS THE LIST OF WHO I AM GONNA MISS AS MY BFF <--- Best friends foreva

1st on the list--- starts with a M ends with a L not maths ml lol
2nd on the list--- JuNWei haha my brother!
3rd on the list--- Kimberly? hmms oh ya the CHIWAWA wahahaha
4th on the list--- The ever debateable Poh Heng!
5th on the list--- you gotta work on that flab LUIGI!
6th on the list--- GRANDMA! you rock! (VIIIIIIIIIP) will remember you!
7th on the list--- dunnop suggest!
8th on the list--- dunnop suggest!
9th on the list--- dunnop suggest!
10th on the list--- dunnop suggest!

LONG TIME NO POST

2008-10-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

So its been quite some time..

I KNO WAHAHAH

Testing the new feature of this new comp of mine…

IT ROX IF THIS WORKS!!

Bye!

INＨＫ！！

2008-08-30T05:18:00.000-07:00

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FinaLLy

2008-08-28T00:22:00.000-07:00

so nw blogger bug is fixed..
i was like trying to post and stuff on my blog but i cant even log in...
So this sat i am going to HK then comin bak next Sat then there is those Hw that teach gave us!
anyways i hab nth ta post so holla!

LOL!

2008-08-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

Anime crazy?

2008-08-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

so its like i watched this series in a day.. Thats like fast cuz its like 12 mins every episode lol..
oh i watched it on animecrazy.net lol..
and uhh i gtg grandma is here i just had dinner!
watch it its like damn stupid!! the programmer was like dumb cuz everytime sum1 visit him, he would be like in a sex position. and its like damn fake lol illa try upload a vid hre!! holla
ITS 15 EPI ONLI!! WATCH!!

To my god-sis

2008-08-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

Pray
To her whole family except her forsaken father.
To her mom whom made my other nick-name fer me.
To Mabel to survive her phone bills.
To her grand-ma to recover from leg problems.
To time as she can grow up.
And to those whom disturb her LEAVE.
Pray i will. And in time will you see that life is unfair.

20082008

2008-08-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

Well it means 20/08/2008!!

Thx Chu Xian fer tellin me or i will miss this great day!!
Anyways here goes..
Years come and go...
But today is a special day..
*20082008*
Double Match!!
It happens once in a life time!!
I wish all peepz on earth a very wonderful day!!!

The Lego Knight~

2008-08-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

This morning

2008-08-09T20:31:00.000-07:00

Wj and Jw came to my hse at around 11pm and stayed overnight until 7.30am just to play maple private server lol
I actually wanted to watch the olympics together but i slept halfway watching cuz its so boring...
but tonight is different imma gonna have an afternoon nap and then watch olympics then sneak off to play comp.. gonna ask Wj or Jw again if he wanna come over again YAY!!!
i still dont like you

Just wait

2008-08-08T04:28:00.000-07:00

so to all my readers that are not intrested in my blog...
reason that imma not updating cuz imma lazy CS event has started like a mth ago and i CANT lose well server is dwn fer da moment so i can blog lol
And i will update sometime soon hopfully tomo or to9..
Oh i have nt tell u guys that imma collect pics and make it into a comic sumth like Wj and Farid tat 1 hahas..
And then imma thinking that this blog of mine will become a pic blog seriously i hate words so later

BUG!!

2008-08-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

omg rs has a bug LOL!!

Shikamaru is gay

2008-08-03T05:05:00.000-07:00

My Kingdom

2008-08-02T01:18:00.000-07:00

In class~

2008-08-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

We SLACK and play and NO STUDY!! its illegal to study in da e5 law

Hlo' Maggie, Bye Maggie

2008-08-01T03:50:00.000-07:00

Me and a friend of mine, Maggie!!

Went out.. Had FUN!! until...

2008-07-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

Let me think hmms is there a dino near here?><

Hey its cocola vs Pepsi!!

Fuck u parapazzi cant u c imma suckin?

LOLZ loved the 1st part of da dae then hate the last part of da dae and trust me u wont wanna know da details offa da dae and van ur right SHE has no respect fer me at ALL. enough offa comments and more with da fun..

Went ta Bugis

Bought Tics ta BATMAN aka VHATMAN

Jw and Bc went ta buy mac

Went ta buy popcorn

Plae around in da cinema

ALl legs up!!

threw popcorn around

watch movie

Zolyn sick inna middle of da movie

Keep watchin

spill popcorn

throw popcorn

drink drink drink then end of fun dae

~~~~~

I hadda bad dae aft tat lolx but still bid those HK peepz BYE BYE

illa visit u sometime lolx

Friends~

2008-07-27T06:57:00.000-07:00

Hey guys I will miss all of ya
Wont 4get ya!!

Cheerios

Frederick

They are in HK now

friends if ur readin this well find me in HK ok?

BOOM by P.O.D

2008-07-27T06:26:00.000-07:00

I never knew that a kid like me
Could take his mic around the world and flash the big S.D.
And rock the masses, from Madrid to Calabassas
Tijuana, Mexico, bootleg demos in Tokyo
They know me though, 'cause I be puttin' in work
Commit my life to rebirth, well respected, 'cause that's my word
I'm sure you heard, about a new sound going around
She might have left my hood, but she was born in my town
You didn't know, thought we was new on the scene
Well, it's alright! It's alright!
I know you know, I see you smiling at me
Well, it's alright! It's alright!

[chorus:]
Boom! Here comes the Boom!
Ready or not, here comes the boys from the South
Boom! Here comes the Boom!
How you like me now?
We rep. the South, so what you talking about
I'm not running off my mouth, I know this without a doubt
'Cause if you know these streets, then these streets know you
When it's time to handle business, then you know what to do
Me and my crew, we stay true, old skool or new
Many were called, but the chosen are few
We rise to the top, what you want?
Just in case you forgot
Rush the stage, grab my mic, show me what you got

You didn't know, thought we was new on the scene
Well, it's alright! It's alright!
I know you know, I see you smiling at me
Well, it's alright! It's alright!

[chorus:]
Boom! Here comes the Boom!
Ready or not, here comes the boys from the South
Boom! Here comes the Boom!
Ready or not, How you like me now?

[bridge:]
Is that all you got?
I'll take your best shot

Fuck off~ thankyou

2008-07-24T03:33:00.000-07:00

1st of all this is to Mom' Get outta me life it was all perfect until u stepped inna me circle dumb!
2nd of all Passer-by is PWNED dude there is such thin as ip address once i know it then ur banned frm my cbox dumb lol

3rd to you who complain to her SHUT UP!! well if ur readin this then FUCK OFF because ur services are nt needed anymore thankyou~~

other than all those ppl whom i mentioned earlier thanks fer being me friend but its just a friend nt good friend rofl

until now i think i have 2 best friends~~ (names are classified)

now fer picture perfect!!
i am so sorry i crossed the line but i always wanna sae this..
UR GAY!!!
no offence
just joking
*crossed fingers
LOL
and dont gimmie that face on cbox
WAHAHAHAHA

And to all the peepz tat are readin me blog..
CHECK THIS OUT
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=7E579CAAC3C53EE5
M&M cru VS ACDC

Naruto vs Ichigo

2008-07-22T03:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry fer da delay lol i just uploaded it
ITS FASTER THAN I TOT IT WOULD BE!!

thx to the creater i dunnop whu but anyways dun want him ta sue me and no copying cuz illa 'kill' you!!!

Choir rocks? i dont think so..

2008-07-21T05:44:00.000-07:00

Omigosh!! Mr Chen 'stomped' outta music room @ 4.30++ and i was 50% oh yea and 50% oh shit we are gonna get another hell offa time again... Sectionals were held and then we had a combine singing.. Vra wanted to sing the Rainforest song but i dont know how we kinda lost track and 4gtten that we wanna sing that song then there was the next best thing we totally 4gtten ta sing it rofl....

Showed the proposal ta Mr Alj
he had no objections so far *i think/hope..
Show the proposal to Miss Ang
she did nt say anythin...

Mdm Ho was nt here so it was HAVOC

so bottom line choir todae was hell and Daniel-san has been reported fer skipping choir fer a total of 6 weeks.. but i told Mr Alj a few weeks onli.. Hope i dont have a lesser boy r else Choir is gonna be a all gal choir nxt year if we dont have more boys.. Sighs~~

Choir this Wednesdae is gonna be a bummer i think cuz we are supposed to think why Mr chen should stae well personally Mr Tay please come back and squeal like u always do... Its much more nicer...

Cheerios
Freddy

2dae was borin

2008-07-19T20:52:00.000-07:00

ok so i played a little cs and hosted a server so what no big anyways this is disgusting.. imma typin in the toilet NT NAKED!!!! but just hiding frm me parents lol its a small world huh..
Anyways i went out ta BPP and then wanted ta reserve the album phobia but guess what the cd has disapeared frm the surface of spore!!! NOOOOOO!!!!!! so anybdy whom surfs ebay help me find it.. i cant seem ta find the album willing ta pay 20++ i hope so anyways cant wait till next saturdae cuz its Van, JY and her mom bdae lol triple threat cuz triple presents suggestions any1~~ hope there is BBQ chicken.. i love them rofl... Daddy is gonna get a gaming comp in HK argh and i have to stay in me uncle house cuz of the business course in the polytechnic this sep hols but he said he would make it up ta me this nov and dec..

Choir is a bummer cuz i dont think Kim has done anythin yet so hey KIM if ya readin this get to work dun waste your time admiring me~~ and get the proposal done says the vc lols and then rofl

Science test is tomo and i did nt study help me!!! imma dead if i dont pass again... JW can u help?? read this as fast as possible!! ARGH the sky is falling i hate it when tables have turn to me this is like poker onli worse.. instead of losing money imma losing marks and parents nag at me all the time well the event is here.. wish me luck i think imma gonna need it..

What is Farid thinking?

2008-07-18T22:06:00.000-07:00

Having Saturdae lessons and look! Farid is lookin at Mr Tan when Wei Jie is trying to teach him how rude hmms dunnop if Farid loves Mr Tan LOLz

officialy tired!

2008-07-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

ok so todae was nt as bad as yesterdae cuz i climbed the stairs less but once i was home i slept right away..
it was like 3.. 2.. 1.. snorez......
and suddenly aft 30 min me piano teacher was here sianz..
nvb pratice lorr...

and i was like wow lorr those hk peepz were brave and there was this case when a gal's hair gt caught with the gear.. and then she was like screeming... rofl..
then mr mazri and mr sham was to the rescue they pull her up.. strong they are cuz of the force... LOL

and then that was it..
sigh i did nt do science test nia dunnop when do... did nt even study lorr diao...

anyways i was depressed and tired and there was maths but lucky last too periods are gone fer tomo so no maths weehee wahhahahah............ *and i go laughing fer the next 2 hrs*

depressed as in sumthin personal and dont ask abt it folks trust me u dont wanna kno' it
bye bye fer nw cya tomo
readin tin tin comics wehee!!!

More pics~~~

2008-07-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

dude those pics are ORIGINAL so feel free not to download it lol...

T1red~~

2008-07-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

I wanna thank my legs bring so much weight of mine 108 times up and down the staircase fer 4 stories.. guess climbing stairs ta me class is no prob anymore!! and now imma enjoying the cosy seat in me room writing this post XD.. and who knew that coke would taste so good when ur relaxing. i seriously needa drink more of those drinks but those calories... and wow i just finished a cup!! OMG.... guess all that climbing has gone to waste.. LOL.. to all those HK exchange students- be brave!!! some of the gals where taking lotta time ta just even get to the ledge >< BUT its their 1st time so what the heck eh? i also missed the common test tadae wohoo!! i didnt study so please excuse me rofl does any1 remem what ta study?? and there is DT tomo so guess its hw time again lol. qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm webdings are just too fun to miss well gd luck ta me oh and friday imma gonna play snap does any1 kno hw ta plae? i dont know... help me!! LOL!

Dairy of Jane.. Its the best!!

2008-07-15T03:12:00.000-07:00

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No!

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.

So tell me how it should be.
Try to find out what makes you tick.
As I lie down
Sore and sick.
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate.
And I don't mind.
Just let me say that
I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.

I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
So tell me how it should be.
Desperate,
I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love.
Die for anyone
What have I become?

Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.