You will never believe.... What an unexpected awesomee day i haddd :)
The day started like every normal day, woke up, stare at my homework.. and went back to sleep.
Then my dad went through a stack of DVD and picked one to watch on my ps3.
I was supposed to meet Cynthie and Marina..
But Marina somehow misled Cynthie all over the MTR and she was like late...
I will ask them how on EARTH did she get lost.
Seemed to do with Hong Kong people ignoring them XDD
Had lunch with them at some local thai food restaurant place.. It was disappointing..
Carman arrived to Tin Hau MTR, then i picked her up and went to have lunch.
We walked up a mountain @@ then arrived at the school...
I shall not talk about what i did.
But i shall mention i did use the binoculars and stare at a few girls... XDDD
And i ACTED like a "gay"
BUT MOVING ON...
AMAZING PART was dinner ^^
Italian dinner.
We had Pizza, Risotto, Pasta, Desert.
It was so nice, Cynthie nearly cried.
It was so expensive, Marina forgotten her credit card.
Carman and I had to run all the way from the restaurant to the biggest library in Hong Kong then to Tin Hau MTR station.. Then all the way back to the restaurant.
IT WAS TIRING AND CRAZY.
On the way Carman had an unexpected phone call.. And damn it was so funny XDD
DONT ASK.
HAHA it was a memoriable night... I swear, i will remember tonight like... FOREVER :)
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
My heart is something I want to rip out of my chest.
Human emotion... How I wish I had none.
There would be no Love nor Hatred.
Happiness is a temporary effect,
Sadness comes after that.
Being hurt would never be an issue.
Moving on with life would be easier.
Being worried of losing someone,
would never be a burden.
Winds of sorrow would blow,
as tears of blood fall down my cheeks.
Right in front of my eyes,
she walked away.
There would be no Love nor Hatred.
Happiness is a temporary effect,
Sadness comes after that.
Being hurt would never be an issue.
Moving on with life would be easier.
Being worried of losing someone,
would never be a burden.
Winds of sorrow would blow,
as tears of blood fall down my cheeks.
Right in front of my eyes,
she walked away.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Limit of the thousands hands,
respectful hands,
unable to touch the darkness.
Shooting hands unable to reflect the blue sky.
The road that basks in light,
the wind that ignited the embers,
time that gathers when both are together,
there is no need to be hesitant,
obey my orders.
Light bullets,
eight bodies,
nine items,
book of heaven,
diseased treasure,
great wheel,
grey fortress tower.
Aim far away,
scatter brightly and cleanly when fired
respectful hands,
unable to touch the darkness.
Shooting hands unable to reflect the blue sky.
The road that basks in light,
the wind that ignited the embers,
time that gathers when both are together,
there is no need to be hesitant,
obey my orders.
Light bullets,
eight bodies,
nine items,
book of heaven,
diseased treasure,
great wheel,
grey fortress tower.
Aim far away,
scatter brightly and cleanly when fired
Monday, July 5, 2010
Heart
A lesson without pain is meaningless.
That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return.
But, once you've withstood the pain and overcome it,
you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.
That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return.
But, once you've withstood the pain and overcome it,
you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Dying Inside
Yeah,
They got me Feddup..
This is going out for all my homies in the struggle,
For all my homies that are locked away,
I feel your pain
But don't worry about a thing homie cause better days are waiting, I promise.
I sit and I think about the things Im going through
Im depressed, Im upset, I dont know what to do
Please feel free to take a walk in my shoes
Im not your ordinary rapper I spit nothing but truth
You think you know me but you dont even have a clue
Where Ive been, What Ive done, and What Im gonna do
Ive been there done that to me all this is nothing new
At times I wanna go back but I got too much to loose
Cause this is my second chance homie I cant give up
And besides I cant eat what I already threw up
Im missing all of my homies that I knew from the start
just know that you aint forgotten cause you live in my heart
and I know its been a while since Ive been around
I got everybody trippin cause I cant be found
I tell them Im doing good, Im doing fine
but in reality Im crying and Im dying inside
Im dying inside I dont know what to do anymore
I keep on knocking and knocking but noone opens the door
why do all these things always happen to me?
Ma, am I the black sheep of the family?
was all this just a mistake or was it meant to be
Im going blind everything is getting harder to see
I just dont understand what they want from me
I just wanna get away and go far from reality!
And I ask myself "Who really am I?" as I look in the mirror
cause half of the time I dont even know who I am anymore
its funny, I never thought that this would happen to me
I feel so empty and cold all alone with no family
I got my family attacking me and freinds turning to enemies
I got my own mom telling me Im worthless, Ma please let me breathe
my broken dreams and bad memories are catching up to me
Seriously its getting to the point where I cant sleep
Im tired of always lying to myself that everythings okay
its really getting to me but I gotta keep thinking positive
and through all this I keep it 100% and nothing less
nevertheless I messed up in the past but that was back then
Thinking about my past on what I did or what I could of done
I learned things happen for a reason so I keep remaining strong
somethings were never meant to be so I just keep on moving on
its hard it aint easy but believe me Ima make it through!
Im dying inside I dont know what to do anymore
I keep on knocking and knocking but noone opens the door
why do all these things always happen to me?
Ma, am I the black sheep of the family?
was all this just a mistake or was it meant to be
Im going blind everything is getting harder to see
I just dont understand what they want from me
I just wanna get away and go far from reality!
yea keep your head up
dont let them get you down
remember one thing
through every dark night
theres a bright day after that
word up
peace...
Soundclick.com/Feddup
Myspace.com/FeddupMusic
Twitter.com/FeddupMusic
They got me Feddup..
This is going out for all my homies in the struggle,
For all my homies that are locked away,
I feel your pain
But don't worry about a thing homie cause better days are waiting, I promise.
I sit and I think about the things Im going through
Im depressed, Im upset, I dont know what to do
Please feel free to take a walk in my shoes
Im not your ordinary rapper I spit nothing but truth
You think you know me but you dont even have a clue
Where Ive been, What Ive done, and What Im gonna do
Ive been there done that to me all this is nothing new
At times I wanna go back but I got too much to loose
Cause this is my second chance homie I cant give up
And besides I cant eat what I already threw up
Im missing all of my homies that I knew from the start
just know that you aint forgotten cause you live in my heart
and I know its been a while since Ive been around
I got everybody trippin cause I cant be found
I tell them Im doing good, Im doing fine
but in reality Im crying and Im dying inside
Im dying inside I dont know what to do anymore
I keep on knocking and knocking but noone opens the door
why do all these things always happen to me?
Ma, am I the black sheep of the family?
was all this just a mistake or was it meant to be
Im going blind everything is getting harder to see
I just dont understand what they want from me
I just wanna get away and go far from reality!
And I ask myself "Who really am I?" as I look in the mirror
cause half of the time I dont even know who I am anymore
its funny, I never thought that this would happen to me
I feel so empty and cold all alone with no family
I got my family attacking me and freinds turning to enemies
I got my own mom telling me Im worthless, Ma please let me breathe
my broken dreams and bad memories are catching up to me
Seriously its getting to the point where I cant sleep
Im tired of always lying to myself that everythings okay
its really getting to me but I gotta keep thinking positive
and through all this I keep it 100% and nothing less
nevertheless I messed up in the past but that was back then
Thinking about my past on what I did or what I could of done
I learned things happen for a reason so I keep remaining strong
somethings were never meant to be so I just keep on moving on
its hard it aint easy but believe me Ima make it through!
Im dying inside I dont know what to do anymore
I keep on knocking and knocking but noone opens the door
why do all these things always happen to me?
Ma, am I the black sheep of the family?
was all this just a mistake or was it meant to be
Im going blind everything is getting harder to see
I just dont understand what they want from me
I just wanna get away and go far from reality!
yea keep your head up
dont let them get you down
remember one thing
through every dark night
theres a bright day after that
word up
peace...
Soundclick.com/Feddup
Myspace.com/FeddupMusic
Twitter.com/FeddupMusic
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Sorry
I have wronged all of you,
and my actions were unbelievable,
i would like to start over with everyone.
I have had a rough childhood and it has affected my behavior,
but there is a certain woman who has inspired me.
I would like everyone to know that even if they forgive me
I will never forget the harm i have done to them.
I can accept the fact if you dont want to forgive me,
but i want you all to know that i am sorry.
and my actions were unbelievable,
i would like to start over with everyone.
I have had a rough childhood and it has affected my behavior,
but there is a certain woman who has inspired me.
I would like everyone to know that even if they forgive me
I will never forget the harm i have done to them.
I can accept the fact if you dont want to forgive me,
but i want you all to know that i am sorry.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Are you scared?
Are you scared?
He no longer needs you.
There is no one left ot protect you.
You are finished.
you will die here all alone, without anyone to hold on to.
I asked if you are afraid.
I am not scared...
Everyone came here to rescue me
My heart is already...
...with theirs.
How ridiculous.
We already know what awaits both you and your friends.
Their coming here...
will not change the fact that all of you are going to die.
There is no changing that.
By sharing your feelings with your friends before your death,
you humans are able to set yourselves at ease.
It's an instinct that prevents you from falling into a pit of fear and despair.
In reality, it is impossible for people to truly share their feelings.
It's simply a human delusion.
That may be true..
It may be impossible for us to all share the exact same feelings.
But when you both care for each other,
your hearts are able to draw a little closer together.
That's what it means when we say our souls are one.
What is a soul?
Can i see it if i tore open your chest?
Can i see it if i cracked open your head?
He no longer needs you.
There is no one left ot protect you.
You are finished.
you will die here all alone, without anyone to hold on to.
I asked if you are afraid.
I am not scared...
Everyone came here to rescue me
My heart is already...
...with theirs.
How ridiculous.
We already know what awaits both you and your friends.
Their coming here...
will not change the fact that all of you are going to die.
There is no changing that.
By sharing your feelings with your friends before your death,
you humans are able to set yourselves at ease.
It's an instinct that prevents you from falling into a pit of fear and despair.
In reality, it is impossible for people to truly share their feelings.
It's simply a human delusion.
That may be true..
It may be impossible for us to all share the exact same feelings.
But when you both care for each other,
your hearts are able to draw a little closer together.
That's what it means when we say our souls are one.
What is a soul?
Can i see it if i tore open your chest?
Can i see it if i cracked open your head?
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