It is amazing how much i can write when i am feeling moody...
Here goes.
My tears quietly tell me
that something is coming to an end.
I look up and see the blue sky peeping thru the clouds.
i'm sure there is no such thing as everlasting rain.
I gently wiped away the water dripping over my eyes.
Suddenly i realized the rain had stopped
and silence fell over me.
Like it was trying to tell me something.
When that arched rainbow appeared.
The smell of wet asphalt after the rain relaxes me.
My frayed heart is finally able to dance for joy.
I dance in the puddles, beneath that rainbow.
I take a step forward with my sneakers still drenched.
Someday the sadness will fade away.
After crying for a day and night,
I saw the light that dyes my soul seven rainbow colours.
In the depth of my injured soul, rests a glimmering rainbow.
... Thats right... Everything will start here.
Someday, there will be clear skies.
Someday, the pain you feel now, will be nothing but a nostalgic memory.
Its ok to cry until that time comes.
This is how you make it thru a long life.
Its ok to stop sometimes, while you wash everything with tears.
Ive thought so many times, that i cant take it anymore.
Ive thought of giving up, but instead of blaming others for my blunders,
as i go around giving excuses, I should tackle things my own way.
Even if i am a bit clumsy at it.
When i was down, i looked into the sky.
I saw a 7-coloured-light that shine the path to tomorrow.
Everyone has to bear their own burdens.
I bet this is our personal trials.
Hold firm and endure those sleepless nights.
Endure all those tough times.
Its these hard times that will make you strong.
The light peeking out from between the clouds that engulf everything.
I feel as though im being saved from this monochrome world.
As it silently dyes me 7-different-rainbow colours.
Those whom read it all well done. Those who thinks that i can skip the long part and read this. I got something to tell you. Dont ever come back.
I am now giving you a chance to read it.
Please! those whom read it RATE ME!
Fyi to the 5 whom i requested to read this before and after i published this post.
Thank you. you are my most trusted friends i can ever have.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Happy?
yeah kinda..
haha
fer the past few days i was stayin in school after school
imagine this
Monday- Halfday
Monday we had to record chinese vid
I headed home but halfway went back to Hang Hou to pick up Katy cuz i am bored.
I know i am stupid but you cant blame me.
Blame my dna! LOL
Tuesday- Nth special
stay in sch fer fun. no one noticed me~~
Wednesday- Halfday
Ehh i stay for fun also..
Was with Katy after english
then went to Juniper house room
noticed that she didnt return Rex water bottle
Then i became the buckler for her and did all her 'chores'
Spent the rest of the time in the music room with band.
went home with Katy
it was lol lol and lol
she is on a diet.. Dont want my cookies wahahaha
I spy with my little eye... D00r! and we laughed.
Lame right?? i kno...
haha
fer the past few days i was stayin in school after school
imagine this
Monday- Halfday
Monday we had to record chinese vid
I headed home but halfway went back to Hang Hou to pick up Katy cuz i am bored.
I know i am stupid but you cant blame me.
Blame my dna! LOL
Tuesday- Nth special
stay in sch fer fun. no one noticed me~~
Wednesday- Halfday
Ehh i stay for fun also..
Was with Katy after english
then went to Juniper house room
noticed that she didnt return Rex water bottle
Then i became the buckler for her and did all her 'chores'
Spent the rest of the time in the music room with band.
went home with Katy
it was lol lol and lol
she is on a diet.. Dont want my cookies wahahaha
I spy with my little eye... D00r! and we laughed.
Lame right?? i kno...
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Random post
so i have not updated in a long time...
cant blame me!
no readers lol!
i broke my ipod..AGAIN!
i bought a psp slim then sold it for profit.
then dad bought a psp fat...
now i am hiding it with me! LOL! smart eh?
Having mixed feelings now T.T
what should i do??
Gna hear Val singing this Monday cant wait XD
Gj to choir for getting silver!!
Get gold next time and gold wth honours nxt nxt time!
GTG
Peace!
cant blame me!
no readers lol!
i broke my ipod..AGAIN!
i bought a psp slim then sold it for profit.
then dad bought a psp fat...
now i am hiding it with me! LOL! smart eh?
Having mixed feelings now T.T
what should i do??
Gna hear Val singing this Monday cant wait XD
Gj to choir for getting silver!!
Get gold next time and gold wth honours nxt nxt time!
GTG
Peace!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
My work for the past 2 days
The power you believe in, which can be obtained from years of work.
This is the limits of it.
Mankind are weak, they do not possess any fangs nor claws, capable of only crying.
But why were they able to make this world their own?
It’s because... Out of all creatures... Human are the most cruel!
Am I wrong?
Desiring for higher grounds than other creatures, mankind left animals behind and evolved.
That power that made it happen...
Is definitely...
NOT LOVE!!!
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My friend. I can still fight. All those things that make you sad, that makes you regret, they don’t matter. If you can’t hold yourself back anymore. All the sadness, everything, I’ll take it all in for you.
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You’re wrong. That’s not what I meant. You have to keep on living.
That’s, that’s why you have to say good bye.
You haven’t said anything have you?
You haven’t said... How you feel.
You’ve got to tell him right?
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Don’t go around pushing your twisted way of thinking on people!
People, the feeling of loving someone, the very heart of that emotion, there is no way that they all just turn into darkness!
Guys like you are just… WORTHLESS FILTH!
This is the limits of it.
Mankind are weak, they do not possess any fangs nor claws, capable of only crying.
But why were they able to make this world their own?
It’s because... Out of all creatures... Human are the most cruel!
Am I wrong?
Desiring for higher grounds than other creatures, mankind left animals behind and evolved.
That power that made it happen...
Is definitely...
NOT LOVE!!!
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My friend. I can still fight. All those things that make you sad, that makes you regret, they don’t matter. If you can’t hold yourself back anymore. All the sadness, everything, I’ll take it all in for you.
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You’re wrong. That’s not what I meant. You have to keep on living.
That’s, that’s why you have to say good bye.
You haven’t said anything have you?
You haven’t said... How you feel.
You’ve got to tell him right?
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Don’t go around pushing your twisted way of thinking on people!
People, the feeling of loving someone, the very heart of that emotion, there is no way that they all just turn into darkness!
Guys like you are just… WORTHLESS FILTH!
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
My work for you.
Just as the flowers dance, swayed by the wind, and the earth is appeased by the rain, this world lives by being close together, and yet why do people wound each other? Why do separations happen? Even if you were to go far away, always, in the centre of my heart, I would be filled to the brim by that gentle smile of yours. Even if this fragment of yours that I hold were to painfully hurt me. It still connects us.
I love you. I trust you.
Be it light or darkness, we will be able to trust each other
Please, share your loneliness with me
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