For that reason...

If you're ever lonely
if you're ever feeling down,
just call me.
I'll go to your side.
Tell me all your worries.
If you're alone,
You'll forget how to laugh,
because a smile is something that
you should exchange with someone.
Look, from the classroom windows,
the future that you can see.
is spreading out before you.
beneath the rays of the sun
Smile with happiness,
being happy surely starts with a smile.
If only a little,
i wish to give you a smile.
So that you can,
Raise your head high and start walking.

As joy dances away,
spring becomes the wings of my tears.
They turn into fluttering flower petals,
meant only for you.
Whenever you feel the wind ceases,
I am with you.
Protecting you,
as you live and breathe.
Its more important than any sadness and loneliness.
If we are reborn someday, we shall meet beneath the blossoming trees.
And when we do meet, I swear we'll smile and laugh foreva.
I'll protect my memories of I loved and was loved.
My gaze won't falter,
and i'll wish every day from the bottom of my heart,
that we'll
will be together again.

The night sky is so beautiful

Even if we part and meet again,
I want to meet at this place.
Then we'll hold hands to ensure we'll never be separated again.
We used to talk until the sun rose,
and held hands till the sun went under the horizon.
Let's walk together like this forever,
like light and shadow.
I stand in the city,
staring off into space with lonely eyes.
I can't find warmth on my own.
By meeting you, i realized
how much strength love could give me.
I can't sleep by myself,
cause' i cant dream without you
so take me to a place that uncertainty can't reach us.
and let us bring light to the night sky with no stars.
So as long as you are with me,
i can go to worlds ends.
Even if its a path i can't walk on my own,
if you're by my side,
i can walk it while humming a tune.
If we're together, the world is mine.

Got a new laptop last night.
Samsung
haha its white! will take pics next time.
English class now...
the school wifi block facebook...
any suggestions on how to get into facebook???
i cant think of any.

Quiz!!

GUESS AN OBJECT!

1. A box without hinges, key or lid.
Yet golden treasure inside is hid.

2. Alive without breath,
As cold as death;
never thirsty, ever drinking
all in mail. never clinking.

3. This think all things devours
birds, beasts, trees, flowers;
Graws iron, bites steel;
grinds hard stones to meal;
slays king, ruins town
and beat high mountain down.

4. It cannot be seen, cannot be felt
cannot be heard, cannot be smelt
it lies behind stars and under hills,
and empty holes it fills
it comes first and follows after,
ends life, kills laughter.

This is my 100th post!! in blogger

Yep!! 100th post!! its like been ages since i last blogged.
those past post were poems. just some stuff i thought of when i have that extra time on my hands.
I am now in Liberal Studies. We are having an assessment.
I FINISHED EARLYY!! and the teacher allowed me to do my own stuff so i turned on my computer and went on blogger.
Going to Fang's blog later. been ages again since i went there.
Last week was a bummer.
Did like a ton of homework.
Its assessment week so yeah lotsa essay to write.
I wrote like 2000 word music essay, dt specification and material research
and last night i spent a few hours writing that damn english essay
guess what
I HATE THAT ESSAY
we are supposed to link Journey to the West to archtypes and other stuff
ohh and link everything to china!
i was like wtf!!
i think i still have the soft copy of those essay so yeah post em later.
Those who have the time to read it, thanks.
Those who think its a waste of time to even look at it, just skip it then.
I dont really mind.
so i am waiting for the rest of the class to finish thier essay now.
its really good when an international school allows you to use a computer to write essays in class.
and free internet.
i call it wifi.
ya i know you will think wth!
you read it as WHY FLY (wifi)
but i call it wifi (wee fee)
yeah i know not funny.
i think i will blog another time, another day
right now i need to start on my personal project!!

Dont make such a scary expression.

What are you saying?
No one will believe such lies!

The people of the world dont care whether those are lies.
People only believe what they want to believe in.
If people are willing to believe,
lies will become truth.
In addition,
it's easy to make people believe.
That's right, this is very common.

...
Indeed, people will believe others.
But that's because the're willing to believe!
Humans are beautiful creatures.
There shouldn't be bad guys.
I always wanted to believe that.

You're a princess indeed.
Everything that you say leaves people in awe.
You probable have not experience
the betrayal of the things you believe in.

No, I haven't

Thanks for your honesty.
But your words are ineffective against me.

Open your eyes.

I believe there are many things
in this world that people haven't seen yet.
Well...
If you really want to see something,
there's nothing you cant's see.
You can't see it because you're closing your eyes on purpose.
Because if you use your eyes to see it,
it'll be painful and sad.
That's why they're closed in the first place.

Let it go.

You're a victim whose past was taken away by war.
And she's a defeated person who lost her past in a power struggle.
Soldiers who're born within destruction take hatred as their weapon.
Even though you and her became soldiers for the same reason,
you both live differently.
Listen, my beloved one.
You cannot counter hatred with hatred...
ever...
Even if you use that power to erase your opponents,
the amount of your hatred will not decrease.
you are...
you are different from us.

We are nothing to begin with.

No one can live on their own.
But if people only hurt each other,
what's the point in living?
Having frightening powers,
and fighting for the sake of it.
I am a phantom.

Where the whispering sunlight falls behind the trees.

This is really strange.
Just a few years ago, we didnt even know what the others of us looked like.
But now we all spend time together like its a matter of fact...
Watching the sunset together, and say things like, "isnt this beautiful?"
Thinking about stuff like that..
But still..
The sunset i see as i stand next to you..
is so beautiful that it aches my heart.
So beautiful...
As we carry on like that, a new day is approaching.

I had a good time.

Unknowingly, i lost sight of what i should have seen.
Wearing rose-tinted glasses, i stubbornly believed in my own answer.
Life is a mere dream, a fleeting shadow on a cloudy day.

Ah il mio bene ammutolisce,

Ah, my love has left quietly

non odo

i can hear his voice no more.

Ma, lo posso pensare al l'aura molle come la sua aura

But, i can still feel her aura among the winds.

a quest'afflitto core,

For this sad heart

ristoro pur dera

restore it to pureness

El'ira clamate degl'astri dolore

and calm the anger of the sorrowful stars

a giorni felici ritorna il pensier

The thought of returning of happy days

oh, gioia bramate di tenero affetto

oh, i wish for the joy of tender affection

gia sento nel petto il potere arcano

there's a mysterious feeling in my heart

La luna misteriosa

Oh, mysterious moon...

se a te giunge lamio preghiera

if my prayer reachers you...

clementi luci volgi i tuoi aguardi sopra...

Benevolent lights, kindly gaurd over me.

Il raggio dorato ingemma ogni albero

The golden rays shine on all of nature

porta le stelle nel cielo

invite the stars of the sky

Bella luna che adoro

Beautiful moon, how i adore you

creo speranza della gioia di piu dal conforto gentile

comfortable and kind feelings go to my heart

versato su questo mio sen

bliss and hope is created from within

la pace nel cuore...

there is peace in my mind...

fra le nubi dorate

among the golden clouds

cuore... fra le nubi dorate

my heart... among the golden clouds

gentile versata su questo mio sen

kindly pour on this peacefulness of mine.

la pacfe nel cuore

back in the comfort of my heart.

pra le nubi dorate

within the decorated clouds.

cuore... pra le nuvi dorate

a heart... within the decorated clouds.

I picture myself.
Becoming a bird,
flying through the wind.
If i look down from the sky,
what kind of place will i find?
What falls from my fingertips,
are droplets of loneliness.
At the most beautiful place in the world,
You are always waiting for me.
Trapping the sound of light,
I wish to listen to it with you someday.

Through the stars, courage and memories.
Im looking for your footprints
I pray you rest peacefully for all eternity.
This is the middle of the dream.
With wings that cant fly,
I run up the hill.
When i stray from the path,
i close my eyes and keep going.

Poets say love cant be bought with money.
Preachers say there are things more important than money.
So even though we work so hard just to earn money,
how can we obtain something so much more important than that?

Obviously we would consider something wich took great effort to obtain to be precious.
But there are times when those precious things enter our lives unexpectedly simply.
And though you didnt even realize it,
youve been protecting your princess.
Being a knight isnt just about physical power.

Once upon a time in a village,
an abundance of wheat would ripen and sway in the wind,
and a wolf could be seen running through it.
Wheat that fell due to the wind would be trampled on by the wolf.
When the crop was poor, the wolf would then eat it.
There was nothing in the beginning.
There was only warmth.
And then, a promise was made.

Meetings and partings continued.
Eventually humans gained wealth using their own power.
There was probably no need to keep the promise faithfully anymore.

They wake up at dawn.
Plow the fields in the afternoon.
Welcome the new buds in spring.
Enjoy the growth in summer.
Celebrate the harvest in autumn.
And wait for the spring in the winter.

The one who must be forgiven drown in darkness... The one who loves him is filled with tears...

Its dark. So Dark...
Hatred and fear rule this realm...
Along with hunger and thirst.
Everything is filled with such deep sorrow.
These are Wars.

I knew that you'd come.
A single ray of light has found its way back
amidst the in-escapable darkness.
This is the only time i've experienced this.
It isn't because i'm seeing a god.
It's because I heard that dear child's voice.

Why... Why you...

I couldn't forgive those criminals for thaking advantage of sanctuary.
If criminals who committed murder can find salvation,
while those who lost their loved ones find none,
just what is true justice?
All of their sins and suffering reside inside of me now.
They shall repent by returning to nothingness with me.

Your justice is flawed.
Justice without love isn't true justice.
Those who lack forgivness are no different from the darkness.
That's why you're so conflicted.

Why do people die after all three of their dreams come true?
Because we promised the Chief of Heaven that we could devote our lives to them.

Just when our dreams finally come true-!
It's not very fair.

Our dearest dreams are the only things in this world
that can make our souls shine bright and beautiful.
That light shines as a beacon for the messengers of Heaven,
so that they can take our souls back to God.

What are your three wishes?
Will you die someday?

That's the reason...
You and the time I spend together with you is so precious.

People can't stay in the same place forever.
Our souls lead us on a journey...
to the other side.

Your last wish has come true...

August Rain

Never ending light
that is bright.
Brightly shining tomorrow.
My hear is missing the village in secret.
even if my eyes are shedding tears,
the sky is still deep blue.
Mo matter what happens to the world.
Believe and walk down your road.

A story of a young boy.

I dont believe in anything
his blue eyes hid that strong yet sad belief.
'Those who walk with me shall sing of my glory for all eternity.'
He thought. Who does he think he is?
He's God.

It looks like you need to learn more about God, she said.

Just because he had to make some messed up rule
about people dying after their three wishes come true,
all of my friends died.
"ill never believe in a God like that" he said.

You must follow God's will if youre going to use God's powers.

He said this.
Its not God's power. Its my power.
Besides, my god is already dead.
Prayers are worthless if they cant bring about miracles.

But she knew.
At night he would sneak to the large sanctuary.
He cried.
He hated Verloren for posing as a threat to peoples dreams.
That hatred and the sadness at having lost his friends were locked deep within his tiny chest.
He even forbade himself to seek salvation under God.
He endured everything all on his own.

After exterminating, i feel a little lighter... in my heart.

Seeking salvation?

NO!
I just...
exterminating them while hoping that the person will find happiness this time...

Thats a prayer. she said.
Now come, my child.

Why dont you leave me be! He asked.
No ones going to come get me.
We said we were friends!
So why did they leave me behind in this world?
Really... i wanted to fight with them until the end.
I wanted them to take me with them.

He didnt wish for a miracle.
All he wanted was freedom.

Theres a prayer used to save the beautiful souls that have scattered across this vast sky.
'Ill stay by your side forever.'

Those sorrowful eyes
reflected the blue skies.
i didnt understand what you said
i was just counting the stars
the lonely world,
i thought i got used to it
thinking back on those days
ive always looked for only you
if i can still be forgiven today
my thoughts will only belong to you
if its possible
i dont want to forget this sorrow
thats all
theres nothing else
this is my only wish

30th July

Gleaming stars light the overlasting.
uncertain world, as if forgiving all of it.
If you tie together many hopes,
the fulfilling day will come.
Reach to the far sky and imagine
the bond to tomorrow.
'I believe' the unfaltering light rooted in my palms
is the sign of my hopes.
Ill pray forever

Valkyria

Once apon a time,
the land was fertile,
and people all lived in satisfaction.
However, a greedy one took all the fruits, seeds and livestocks
for oneself and people cried in hunger.
Hearing their voices, a courageous one came forth,
and with the spear clad in blue flames,
pierced the heart of the greedy one.
The land became fertile once more.
The greedy one was Darc, and the courageous one was a Valkyria.

Stick your chin up.

I realize that its not an easy time for you.
But please realize something.
For whateva reason.
You have been chosen to take the 1st step,
into this new world.
To lead to way.
To be the big enough hope for those yet to come.
This is not only a big responsibility,
it is an honour.

This is me. This is for you.

Let it all out.
You dont have to act strong.
No one understands what its like being yourself,
in the middle of a long road
losing things, picking things up.
Theres days when you suddenly become lonely and cry.
Those tears and pains, lets change them into stars.
Lets make a light to brighten tomorrow.
Lets hold up our small hands and make it together.
Lets seek an eternity where the stardust shines brightly.
Goodbye might come someday
but even so, the seasons come around and around.
Even if we hesitate a little, we still walk.
I will walk with you.
Let that be the only thing that doesnt change.

This is whats behind the mask.

I hate this place.
Its full of memories i wish to forget.
Everyday, I go to school.
Discuss useless things with friends,
then returning home, which i dont want to spend a moment at.
Everyday passes like that.
I wonder when will there be a change of pace.
Will that day that changes everything ever arrive?
Today, is another day not mentionable.
There arent any goals nor anything that i can be fully excited of.
Another day, without achieving anything.

Together?

Lol its just a hunch
wont reveal the names
haha
i dont think anyone would see this anyway

Rain~ Rate me!! from 1 to 10

It rained heavily today.
so i am gna share a little something with you.

I am scared when there is a storm.
Not because its loud.
But because of what i think of it.

Rain, to me, means that the sky is crying.
Thunder means the sky's anger.
Lightning means its power.

Thunder roars.
Lightning strikes.
Each time it rains human hide from it.
Shoud this happen?
Taking umbrella and point it at the sky?
Point it at heaven?

Crying never last foreva.
That why rain will stop.
Everyone will feel better after crying.
Thats why the rainbow comes after rain.
Humans stop hiding.
Everyone looks up to the sky.
As if there is hope.
But forgets that the sky will cry again.
Everythin repeats itself.
Leavin the sky only one alone.
Griefing alone.

Looking at the loney sky. Bad feeling came alive. (Valerie)
nice one Val try harder. i am sure you can write!

H1N1

Hong Kong has initiated the highest level of precaution to counter this new virus
H1N1
Is Hong Kong a Yellow Zone??
i dont know
I hope that it would not spread in the next 24 hours.

My work for 3 days.

It is amazing how much i can write when i am feeling moody...
Here goes.

My tears quietly tell me
that something is coming to an end.
I look up and see the blue sky peeping thru the clouds.
i'm sure there is no such thing as everlasting rain.
I gently wiped away the water dripping over my eyes.
Suddenly i realized the rain had stopped
and silence fell over me.
Like it was trying to tell me something.
When that arched rainbow appeared.
The smell of wet asphalt after the rain relaxes me.
My frayed heart is finally able to dance for joy.
I dance in the puddles, beneath that rainbow.
I take a step forward with my sneakers still drenched.
Someday the sadness will fade away.
After crying for a day and night,
I saw the light that dyes my soul seven rainbow colours.
In the depth of my injured soul, rests a glimmering rainbow.
... Thats right... Everything will start here.
Someday, there will be clear skies.
Someday, the pain you feel now, will be nothing but a nostalgic memory.
Its ok to cry until that time comes.
This is how you make it thru a long life.
Its ok to stop sometimes, while you wash everything with tears.
Ive thought so many times, that i cant take it anymore.
Ive thought of giving up, but instead of blaming others for my blunders,
as i go around giving excuses, I should tackle things my own way.
Even if i am a bit clumsy at it.
When i was down, i looked into the sky.
I saw a 7-coloured-light that shine the path to tomorrow.
Everyone has to bear their own burdens.
I bet this is our personal trials.
Hold firm and endure those sleepless nights.
Endure all those tough times.
Its these hard times that will make you strong.
The light peeking out from between the clouds that engulf everything.
I feel as though im being saved from this monochrome world.
As it silently dyes me 7-different-rainbow colours.

Those whom read it all well done. Those who thinks that i can skip the long part and read this. I got something to tell you. Dont ever come back.
I am now giving you a chance to read it.
Please! those whom read it RATE ME!
Fyi to the 5 whom i requested to read this before and after i published this post.
Thank you. you are my most trusted friends i can ever have.

Happy?

yeah kinda..
haha
fer the past few days i was stayin in school after school
imagine this
Monday- Halfday
Monday we had to record chinese vid
I headed home but halfway went back to Hang Hou to pick up Katy cuz i am bored.
I know i am stupid but you cant blame me.
Blame my dna! LOL
Tuesday- Nth special
stay in sch fer fun. no one noticed me~~
Wednesday- Halfday
Ehh i stay for fun also..
Was with Katy after english
then went to Juniper house room
noticed that she didnt return Rex water bottle
Then i became the buckler for her and did all her 'chores'
Spent the rest of the time in the music room with band.
went home with Katy
it was lol lol and lol
she is on a diet.. Dont want my cookies wahahaha

I spy with my little eye... D00r! and we laughed.
Lame right?? i kno...

Random post

so i have not updated in a long time...
cant blame me!
no readers lol!
i broke my ipod..AGAIN!
i bought a psp slim then sold it for profit.
then dad bought a psp fat...
now i am hiding it with me! LOL! smart eh?
Having mixed feelings now T.T
what should i do??
Gna hear Val singing this Monday cant wait XD
Gj to choir for getting silver!!
Get gold next time and gold wth honours nxt nxt time!
GTG
Peace!

My work for the past 2 days

The power you believe in, which can be obtained from years of work.
This is the limits of it.
Mankind are weak, they do not possess any fangs nor claws, capable of only crying.
But why were they able to make this world their own?
It’s because... Out of all creatures... Human are the most cruel!
Am I wrong?
Desiring for higher grounds than other creatures, mankind left animals behind and evolved.
That power that made it happen...
Is definitely...
NOT LOVE!!!
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My friend. I can still fight. All those things that make you sad, that makes you regret, they don’t matter. If you can’t hold yourself back anymore. All the sadness, everything, I’ll take it all in for you.
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You’re wrong. That’s not what I meant. You have to keep on living.
That’s, that’s why you have to say good bye.
You haven’t said anything have you?
You haven’t said... How you feel.
You’ve got to tell him right?
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Don’t go around pushing your twisted way of thinking on people!
People, the feeling of loving someone, the very heart of that emotion, there is no way that they all just turn into darkness!
Guys like you are just… WORTHLESS FILTH!

My work for you.

Just as the flowers dance, swayed by the wind, and the earth is appeased by the rain, this world lives by being close together, and yet why do people wound each other? Why do separations happen? Even if you were to go far away, always, in the centre of my heart, I would be filled to the brim by that gentle smile of yours. Even if this fragment of yours that I hold were to painfully hurt me. It still connects us.

I love you. I trust you.

Be it light or darkness, we will be able to trust each other

Please, share your loneliness with me

Friends on school bus

Thats my good looking friend
wnat his number?

Before sex

After sex
LOL!!

That is BIG HEAD
Its just pictures haha

What i do in school

Ehh long time no post lerhs..
I bet no one read.
ANYWAYS!!
learnt how to tie a tie!! SO HAPPY!!
sia la here winter and then need tie a tie then thats school uniform..
damn stupid larr wearing a suit everyday to school.
AT least its better than wearin a ang bao to school everyday. so i think its an improvement.
uhh i have new friends.

Thats Tsubasa.. HE IS 11 DAYS OLDER THAN ME!! wtf..

Thats Vittorio and Kenny behind..

Thats me fooling around

kk bye lerhs needa do essay

恭喜發財

恭喜發財 everyone!!!
now where is my money or rather red packet!!
its i think my second time celebratin chinese new year in Hong Kong..
Started the day by wakin up late,
dragged my feet... took the bus blablabla
visit aunt and had steamboat.
pics at facebook soon or here..
cant make up my mind
anyways
wishin all of you happy chinese new year

Another post another day

S12523 <-- My student id number lol
just got it tadae XD

Anyways 2dae is the same like almost all the days! wahahaha
oh CHINESE NEW YEAR celebration is on Friday and guess what FREE DRESSING CODE
aka NO SCHOOL UNIFORM kewl kewl!!
note to self: TAKE TONS OF FUNNY PICS
think illa ask dad ta lend me his cam.. poor sia i cant buy 1 fer meself..
Must rely on my stinky old stupid laggy N73. dammit..
Leo is really stupid but he is 16 wtf
Tsubasa has chloe.. Dang bro' what abt me?!
Victorrio is a boy (i was like wtf when i heard that name)
And Red Cliff 2 sucked
Chloe bdae is on 24th Jan and i am not invited.
THANKYOU VERY MUCH?!
Watch tons of Rowan Antikson
Will post them later
what else??

CHINESE TEST TOMO!!!
SHIT 3 QUESTION AND I NVR STD
i think i will drop to chinese lang B but heck with that









ALL LOL hahaha

WUZzAt

i am like freaking bored.
i mean like what the hell!!
sigh...
writin my schedule
gotta study hard~~ cant lose out..
shit..
the chinese book i never read sia
tang shan da di zhen
damn
gt test

My birthday

its my birthday
same old, same old..
nth to blog about
but happy bdae to me
although i am not too happy abt it